The Last 3 days…

I have not collapsed mid day from exhaustion.

I have not struggled to prepare dinner for the family.

I have not crawled to bed without energy.

I have not felt detached from life.

I have gone to bed calm and relaxed.

I have enjoyed doing those things I love.

I have had energy for what needs to be done and more.

I have been calm and patient.

The last 3 nights….

I have not struggled to get to sleep, to stay asleep.

I have not stayed awake.

I have slept.

I have fallen back to sleep instantly after waking.

I still need to work out when to get to bed so I can enjoy my 5 am runs. It is not as easy as it once was. Going to bed at 9 to wake up at 5 doesn’t happen as easily as before, there is no guarantee. When J gets home I will work on that. I am glad spring break is the week I am adjusting to a new medicine. The lack of schedule has made it easy, not anxiety ridden. I could sleep longer than I have been but I have been making myself get up at a somewhat normal time because in a few days I don’t have a choice. I am not sure of the longer sleep is due to how my body is reacting to the meds, the fact I have not had good sleep in a longtime or I need to change the time I take my dose. That will all come. But the last 3 days have been good days!The kids and I had fun exploring a new town, driving around and shopping. We have cleaned the house and took care of a few overdue items, we played outside, all were happy at the grocery store. (that is a rarity with 4) I have not been tense, anxious or frustrated.



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  1. 1 Meagan
    March 12, 2012 at 11:27 PM

    That makes me really happy, sis!!

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